PLEASE!

Dear Lord,

You make me struggle every single day being a single mother. You try my patience, make me love her more than I thought possible, scare me with the possiblity of losing her, take her away from me on weekends. You make my heart hollow and empty when I crave being held each night. You make the tears sting. You make me love someone who doesn’t love me back. My heart hurts. And I don’t know or understand why I have to endure this day after day…  I don’t understand.
If there’s one thing you could give me, please I pray for this… give me some restful, consistent sleep. Its been so very long since I’ve had solid, restful sleep. I think this would help me tackle all of these daily issues. It would help my brain as well as my heart heal. I’m reaching out. Please give me strength. Please please please help me SLEEP!!!

-ME