SandBar

Looking around all i see are unknown faces, staring back at me from places with memories that dig at me and pull me down. With music that i once listened to i am almost back there, as if it was happening now. I look forward, then down and back up again but nothing changes, i don’t believe it ever will. It doesn’t hurt, it doesn’t make me sad, it just reminds me of the mistakes i’ve made and choices i have to make from here on in.

I take another sip of my water and imagine what life will be like when all my goals are met. What if i still feel the same? I think i will have to deal with that as it arises. I often talk to people now that share so much with me, but in the end, they will go and join their loved ones and forget i even existed.

That’s fine with me as i enjoy the solitary. I enjoy knowing that what i do is for myself and therefore the only person i can dissapoint or let down is myself.

I am happy, i am as content but as lonely as the sandbar. i often watch it as it reaches out to the coast, so close yet never able to close the gap.

I also like that Boom Boom Pow, those chickens jogging my style……….just though i’d leave it on a positive note 🙂