Not happy, not sad, just content.

It’s been ages since i’ve written on here. I wish i had some wise words to say about how my life has changed for the better. On the negative side i am single again (and it was a complete mess when it ended) but somehow i know that i am better off. On the plus side i am having a house built, i still have my job and im back into exercise (including weights with my mate). I think i need to get away again, i went to Bali in march and got my tatoo which i am happy about.

Something is still missing or doesnt feel right. I’m not sure what it is really. Sometimes when things seem so right they end up so wrong. I’m hoping that in a while when my house is built, i’m at a size i’m happy with, i’m seeing more of my mates, that i will be happy again.

The Daniel i once was i no longer am. I used to believe in love but that has slipped away, i used to believe that if you treat someone right, show them that they are someone special, that they will do the same for you. Instead, they take advantage of this and make a mockery of what you believe love to be.

Maybe it is love that i am missing. Maybe i haven’t actually found love yet. Maybe love doesn’t exist.

Anyway, that’s it for now, a little sad but hopefully better with time.