Been a long time

Ah yes, everything still remains the same. I’ve come to the conlcusion than instead of the world being this complicated place where everything runs in chaos its actualy pretty straight forward. We are just mammals who need to eat and sleep. We work for money to do both of those things. Relationships are their to fill a need, so we dont have to be alone yet we came into this world alone and we’ll leave alone.

Why is that we are not satisfied with what we have, we always want more. Smokers know they can die from it but they still do it, why? I smoke and i don’t know why. You’d think life would be an incentive to stop yet not many people do. To escape from this i create music. Maybe for no one else to hear but knowing i created it and not many people can say they have makes it something special to me.

Things could have been different, i could have done this and i could have done that but why can’t i say that now? It’s quite strange because i write questions into my entry not expecting them to be answered (sort of a reference to look back on to see how i felt) but i appreciate people commenting.

I had a thought today that my life feels like a record thats stuck, is there someone there that can fix it or will it eventually just stop working. I often do that, i will take a situation and compare it to something else. I hope someone will start my song again, i can’t stand this broken record.

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