A world of love engulfed in hurt and hate

What a world we live in hey.

I spend 5 years at university, finnaly get a decent job and now can’t afford a house or loan because of my debt to the government. I may as well have done what my cousin did, done an apprenticeship, not have Hecs and still earn more than me. It makes me absolutely furious that i am declined my first house because i wanted an education.

This only falls second to the state of the world. We haven’t learnt a thing have we. We still fight, we still have people dying around the world from lack of basic necessities and now we have destroyed the world with our industrialism. I was always taught to learn from my mistakes, i though we were taught about the atrocities of the world at school so we don’t do them again and yet here we are again.

I used to believe that love would lead the way, that most people would do the right thing by one another, i was wrong. I am bitter and so very very dissapointed, we could have been so much more and shown the next generation that we could change, instead we have killed the earth for them and any possible future.

I have lost all trust in humanity, these greedy governments, these self indulgent people, these selfish religions, i have totally given up.

God has abandoned us (and i dont blame him), all we have now is each other and that just isnt enough anymore.

Sometimes i wish there was no god so that when i die i don’t have to look down on this mess we left.

Shame on us.