Saskatoon.

Im sitting here at a nice hotel in Saskatoon, and my skin is on fire. All of my skin. 

A couple of days after my last entry I did see a doctor, and he gave me a steroid cream for the eczema, which helped, for maybe 7 days after my treatment was done. It flared back up upon our departure from Kap and I had a complete meltdown. Anyhow I’ve been using Aloe to keep it at Bay I guess and the steroid cream, but just until I see a doctor in Fort Mac.

So, I saw a doctor, and almost immediately after I started using the cream, I got heat rash all over my body. From my chest, covering my whole torso, and all the way down, about to my mid calf.

I also began getting hives all down my arms. 

I’m having a horrible summer inside my mind, but I’ve been putting on a brave face as to not ruin Sam’s vacation. But here I am, at 3am in a hotel room in a strange city, after an ICE COLD shower, trying to figure out just what the fuck is up.

I was prescribed some allergy meds and a new puffer but that doesnt seem to be doing… anything 🙁 

Im also taking multi vitamins twice a day.

I’m pretty sure I gained back all of the weight I lost, and more even, and my skin looks so awful, I feel like a monster.

 I can;t keep crying myself to sleep from the pain… I just don’t know what to do.

My SIL is in an NP and she seems to think I’m reacting to something, but that could be anything, and I have no idea how an allergist will figure it out, considering I just saw an allergy specialist less than 2 years ago.

Ok, I’m going to take another Benedryl and try to sleep, early day on the road tomorrow, and then… home.