Day ? – Confused and medicated.

 Mood: Meh
Music : None

I’m at the parents place, for another week. I saw a GP before I left, and he put me on almost four weeks of prednisone. He thinks it’s a reaction that hasn’t cleared, and needs to get right out of my system, and then I need to wean off the steroid, so that’s what I’m doing. I have about three weeks left. When. I get to lower doses, I can skip days in between and really wean off.  

I hope oped this works… Or at least helps. I’m losing a lot of weight, and it kind of scares me. You’re not supposed to lose weight on steroid medication.. But all I eat is Salmon, cucumbers and broccoli. I eat dark chocolate to keep my blood sugar from dropping. 

My skin is clearing up, but it’s still itchy. I don’t know. I’m trying not to scratch even lightly. 

Tomorrow I’m going to wash my hair for the first time in 5 days, and I’m terrified to be in the shower that long.

today I was depressed, and suicidal. Wondering if I should make out an end of life plan in case this is something serious. I don’t even want to write bout my flight debacle. Thanks YMM for almost killing me, it took me two days for my body to recover 🙁

there is good news though! Amanda and Dave asked me to be Baby Jules’ god mother!  I’m so touched, and honoured, I hope I can be a good godmother for her! I know I promised Amanda I wouldn’t buy her anything else, but… There is a consignment shop next to my mom’s office, and I got her a little fall coat. It’s too cute, I couldn’t say no!

no more gifts til Christmas… I mean it lol

sorry, iPad if this is all weird.

Hope you guys are good… It’s really quiet on OD these days.