What The Hell Do I Do?

I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what I can do. There may be absolutely nothing I can actually do that won’t make things a lot worse. But I can’t just stand by and do nothing. I have to at least try, damnit! Things with Drew are at an all time low right now. Ed’s told me that Drew wants to get transferred out of Redbank and either to here or Matawan. And he’s told Ed if he gets transferred back here, the first thing he’s gonna do is fire me. I’m not worried about my job; I’ve become too indispensable to this store to be arbitrarily gotten rid of simply because of Drew’s whim. Not to mention I’m talking to the district manager later today about all this. It’s good to be on friendly terms with the DM instead of her being this faceless person I’ve never met and am therefor scared of. I intend to do something about things with Drew, though. The question is, what? I can’t do anything that’ll give away the information Ed has given me, which means I can’t even logically warn Drew about what’s gonna befall him soon. I can’t even hint at it because who else would I be able to har these hints from if not Ed? And that would screw over too many things for Ed and Pat. ::Sighs:: My hands are tied. My only choice is possibly to purposely provoke him to lose his temper at me so he yells this stuff to my face that I’ve been hearing from Ed. Because if Drew says it to my face, I can react to it just fine. But of course, he never does. It’s always behind my back to someone he must honestly think he has cowed enough to not tell me what’s said. I seriously feel like getting in touch with his ex. If I wanted to, I could screw over Drew so badly…

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April 23, 2009

thanks for the note,i’ve missed you.