They Did Make A Denethor!!!

I’m With You

I’m Standing on a bridge
I’m waitin in the dark
I thought that you’d be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I’m listening but theres no sound

Isn’t anyone tryin to find me?
Won’t somebody come take me home
It’s a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I’m, I’m with you

im looking for a place
searching for a face
is there anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn’t anyone tryin to find me?
Won’t somebody come take me home
It’s a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I’m, I’m with you

oh why is everything so confusing
maybe I’m just out of my mind
yea yea yea

It’s a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I’m, I’m with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I’m, I’m with you
I’m with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I’m, I’m with you
I’m with you
I’m with you…

Mike and I decided to go to the Monmouth Mall today, mostly because I wanted to go back to Hot Topic and get the Yellow Submarine sweatshirt.  I saw that when Shannon, Mike, and I were wandering around that mall after it turnedout that Phantom was playing at a different time than we thought.  Simple thing.  I’d have to think about payingnine bucks to go see Return of the King.  There’s no way I’m gonna pay that much to go see Phantom.

So, anyway.  We get there, we went to Waldenbooks, and ate at the food court.  Then went to Hot Topic, and I looked around a bit, found two Inu Yasha keychains that I wanted to pick up, but couldn’t find the sweatshirts.  Mike decided to wait outside and Iasked about them when I went up to the counter.  Apparently they’re a clearance item now, and they don’t have anymore in the store.  (Damn!!!)  But I got the keychains and left.

We went to Spencer’s too, and ran into Kathy, Dan, and Jess.  And I saw this black fuzzy footrest thing that I’m still thinking about buying.  I really like it, and I can put my mooshie things on it.  🙂  I didn’t get it, though, and didn’t find anything else there that interested me.  So we left and went to where KB used to be.  But apparently it closed!  ::Sobs::  I hate those stairs over at the end of that mall, so we just walked along the top level and when we passed SunCoast, we agreed to go in.  I figured I could se if they had any LOTR figures that I didn’t have, or maybe that five set with the Mouth of Sauron.  They didn’t have that, but they did have Denethor!!!  So I picked him, the transfixed Bilbo (that two second expression on his face when he sees that Frodo has the ring in Rivendell), Smeagol (from the start of Return of the King, before he transforms into Gollum), and Isildur up.  I love the different figures they’re making now.  I mean, they even have a Peter Jackson figure, with him as a Hobbit!!  How awesome is that?  And even though he’s only in about fifteen minutes of the extended version of the movie, they have a Theodred figure.

When we got home, we had some of that chicken stuff, playing some Smash Meelee, and then I knew I had to come online cuz unfortunately I can’t go to this Superbowl party thing that Rowell invited me to.  I wish I could, but you know.  There’s that darn work thing.  Lol.  Oh, well.  He and I’ll meet some other time.

While I was on, I talked to Jess, too.  I hate how hopeless she seems to be getting.  Correction: not seems.  Is.

Jess . . . I don’t know what I can say to you.  I’ve been where you are.  I’ve felt that same kind of hopelessness, and the only reason that I’m still here is because somehow, I’ve learned how to cope with these things without it driving me thoroughly mad.  Nothing I can say can truly help you.  But those who know me know that I’ll try anyway.  I know how bad you’re hurting.  And I also know that you’re at a point where you don’t care if others know how you feel, or are telling you things will get better in time.  I know, you just want things to stop hurting now.  I can’t give you that, but I wish to God that I could.  All I can definitely say is that I’m here for you.  I do worry about you, I do care about you, I do want to see you well, see you happy, and see you succeed in life.  And I will do whatever I can to make sure that those things come true.  I promised you that and I promised myself that.  But you can’t give up either.  Don’t give up and don’t give in.  You’re stronger than you know.  You just have to find that strength.