The Bridge Is Crossed, So Stand And Watch It Burn

No, I’m not ready to explain that title yet.  Let’s just say some things happened last night with Drew that he’s horrified about, and I’m . . . actually not surprised that it finally happened.  It was inevitable, I think, that it would come one day.

To be honest, I don’t know where our relationship stands.  He says after last night, he can’t let there be an us.

::Sighs::  I don’t want to lose him, I’ll say that much.  I love him.  Yes, last night was bad.  It was really bad.  But it’s not unforgivable.  Especially with the things I have in my past.

Maybe I’ll go into more detail later.  Maybe not.  Seriously, I don’t know.

In an indirectly related subject, within forty-eight hours, two other guys have either said or indicated that they find me hot.  This is weird to me.  I’ve never had guys hitting on me like this.  It’s so flippin’ weird.  Nice, in a way, but weird.

Oh, well.  I have virtually nothing to say right now.  Not that I want to spill to the internet community, anyway.  Sorry, what readers I have left.

More later, when I feel like doing mental spewage.