Patting Myself On The Back

My Mood:   — Proud Of Myself Just Now

Yep, I am.  I’m talking on AIM and have Internet Explorer up, so when an IM comes over, it doesn’t do the same thing as when one pops up for AOL.  Anyway, the IM box that just popped up said, "Scythe Angelic has sent you an Instant Message.  Do you accept it?"  Or something like that.  And gee, I wonder who Scythe Angelic could be?  ::Wipes sarcasm off the screen::  Anyway, why I’m proud of myself.  I looked at that, internally arguing for about ten seconds, before clicking on the "No" button.  And I’m glad I did.  I mean, I know what I think of them and they don’t feel any remorse and have made that blatantly obvious.  So the only reason she would IM me, (or him.  It could have been either of them,) would be to start something with me and then try to use it against Melanie as "more friends of hers attack them," or some BS like that.  And I will not be part of that if I can help it.

Anyway, the above paragraph is the only reason this entry is favorites only.  Though I do have another reason to be proud of myself.  I’m buying another bird, another cockatiel, tomorrow.  I’ve been planning it for about two months now, because I found the bird when it was literally only a few weeks old.  So, anyway, I’ve gotta pay for the bird, (who’s name is Dori, by the way,) I also have the gym bill, and then I need to get those repairs done on my car.  It’s even more urgent now, since I started things at Domino’s.  I can’t have my car breaking down on the way to a delivery or something.

Anyway, individually, those things wouldn’t be a problem, but wth them all coming to a head at the same time, (tomorrow,) it makes for a very "interesting" problem.  It totals a bit more than three hundred, all three of those things.  And I didn’t have anywhere near that much.  I didn’t want to borrow money from my parents, obviously, since I already owe them enough.  And I thought I might have to borrow upwards of a hundred from Mike tomorrow, then pay him back over the next month.  Luckily, though, I figured out I don’t have to do that.  Considering tips tonight, I might not have to borrow anything from him.

God, though . . .  What the Hell is their problem?  I mean, they clai to want to be left alone and they’ll leave her friends alone.  Why the Hell can’t they honor that?  I fully understadn Melanie wanting to move on and heal from this and I fully believe she should have the chance to!  Not continually be reminded of the whole thing because they’re either harrassing her or trying to harrass friends of her!  Hell, I don’t want to be reminded of the whole thing, because it means that I start thinking about it and when I think, I rant!  And I don’t want to be rantin on all of this, because it’s not my situation and I should be honoring her request to be able to move on and heal.

::Sighs::

Okay, I’m going now.  I gota take Mike to work and then I go myself.  I’ve got tomorrow off, so everything can coem to a head then when the money and repairs, etc., and hopefully I’ll have the money to take care of it without borrowing a cent.  But if I don’t, at least it won’t be a hundred dollars that I have to borrow.

Bye!!