Just Thinking

Today’s a Monday.

Drew’s birthday is in a week.

Man… In 22 days, he and I are going to be in our own place.

Relying on ourselves to pay the rent and utilities and groceries and fending for ourselves as far as all that stuff goes… And being in a relationship while also working at the same store.

Not to mention dealing with all the differences between us. I wish that we could sit down and definitely talk about how we’re gonna divide up cleaning and cooking and all that. He claims he’ll cook/clean up after himself and I do the same, and that’s that, but I don’t want that to be the case. I don’t want us to be two separate people who just happen to co-exist in the same living space. I want us to cook for one another. I want us to share cleaning duties. I want us to leave little notes for one another on the fridge.

I want…

I guess I wanna see what being married to him would be like.

Three weeks and one day. I know it’ll get here before I know it, but right now it just seems so far away. I’m excited, though. I can’t wait. 🙂