Jill’s Survey (She Wanted People To Steal It!!)

01. I hurt: because I’m going to lose Rusty . . .
02. I love: my best friends.
03. I hate: that I have to lose Rusty and there’s nothing I can do for him.
04. I cry: too much over this past week.
05. I fear: someone not knowing how much they mean to me before they’re gone.
06. I hope: Jason never again thinks I will give up on him.
07. I sadden: over death . . .
08. I feel alone:
09. I kill: bugs.
10. I talk: too much. Lol.
11. I listen: to troubles.
12. I break: my own heart, at times.
13. I see: myself.
14. I smell: Ducky. Lol.
15. I taste: pizza? And that’s weird, since I haven’t had any in . . .
16. I work: at Dots.
17. I remember: everything . . .
18. I hold: memories dear.
19. I hide: nothing, anymore . . .
20. I pray: that Rusty isn’t in pain his last night.
21. I walk: a thin line.
22. I drive: carefully.
23. I read: books. My own, others, ones that make me think.
24. I burn: my fingers on glue guns.
25. I breathe: for life.
26. I play: badminton.
27. I miss: being a kid.
28. I touch: people’s lives.
29. I learn: to live.
30. I feel: half-hurting, and half loving to be alive.
31. I know: too much.
32. I said: too much. Not enough. You pick.
33. I dream: too vividly.
34. I have: one less cat, as of tomorrow . . .
35. I want: someone to love me.
36. I fall: when I trip.
37. I wait: because Jason makes me exercise patience.
38. I need: him.
39. I live: another day.
40. I die: a little more each day.
41. I thank: the ones who have made a difference.
42. I dance: to DDR.
43. I sing: to vent.
44. I wear: clothes that are “me.”
45. I regret: three big things.
46. I wish: to be thinner
47. I hope: for my heart.
48. I write: about times past.
49. I dream: about my future.
50. I am: Kate.

–Notes–

Number fourteen is from The Land Before Time! The first one, the original one, the GOOD one! Ah! I’m sorry about your Rusty. I lost my Abby, our black lab that we’d had since I was about 9, recently. Sometimes I have dreams about her still being alive… it’s so hard to wake up and re-realize she’s not here anymore. I’m sorry for us. And I’m glad things got worked out with Jason. [A I want is L0VIN’]