I’m Sitting Next To A Big Box With A Cat Inside

Because Merry is in the huge stuffed animal box that’s still sitting in the living room.  Florida Flower, I’ll try to post an entry in the next week or so, explaining things about me and Mike, but suffice it to say, it’s hard.  I know everyone says that nobody could understand what happened in their relationship, but in my case, it’s honestly true.  Nobody could really put themselves in my shoes because he and I had a very far cry from a normal relationship.

Suffice it to say, though, that in regards to your note, it wouldn’t matter whether or not feelings for Mike still existed.  Not only am I in a relationship, but so is he.

::Sighs::  I don’t want to deal with bills, but I really have to.  They should have been sent out last week.  Oh, well.  The rent’s not late, though I need to give it to them today.  (Because of how paydays work, they give us leeway until the fifth.)

I was hoping this could be a long entry, but everything in my head centers around everything I don’t want to think about right now.

I did go and buy a few packs of Magic cards today, though.  And Rob got a pack with Mirri the Cursed in it.  I didn’t even know Mirri was still in the setting of Magic!  I wanna know what happened to her, though, because the card says Legendary Vampire Creature, or something of that sort.

Well, my car’s ready.  I’ll try to be back later.