Finally . . . Enough Sleep!

First, Melanie, don’t hate to say that she has no right to tell me who to marry.  You’re entirely right.  Nobody, no matter who they are to a person, has the right to tell them who to marry.  Though to Dolly’s credit, it was mostly stuff like her hearing something about him and going, "Aww…  Katie, you gotta marry him!  He’s so sweet…"  etc.  You know, joking sounding things but that she seriously wants to see happen.  It just bothers me since I’d told her we called off the engagement and everything.  And I admit, it’s not so much anymore about the fact that I still have issues concerning Mike.  Moreso now, it’s that I realized something.  Every single guy I’ve ever known until Rob, for whatever length of time, (and we’re talking anywhere from ten minutes to several years,) I dreamed of knowing fir the rest of my life, and many times those dreams included marriage.  (Okay, maybe not EVERY single guy, but definitely the ones I had crushes on.)  I never just knew a guy I liked and wanted to go out and have fun on a few dates.  I don’t even know if I wanna do that now.  But I do know I like being single.

I seriously wonder if that’s what I’m meant to be for my life.  I mean, right now, I’m intending to save up enough money so I can go to Liverpool in the next year or so.  I want to do some traveling, see what the world has to offer.  In fact, I’m gonna go and look up airports.

More later.  Bye!!