I think I’m crazy.

Music: Eels – Novocaine for the soul.

So I’m back at work, plodding along trying to not lose focus. The long weekend really took it out of me. I’m so tired.

Its one of the ‘joys’ of working nights, you completely mess up your sleep schedule on the weekends or don’t have a life at all. Either or sucks.

And it’s fricking hot in here. I’m burning up. Ehsan’s asleep, as is his usual behaviour overnight. I really hate that. I wish I could sleep, but I feel guilty when I even nod off for five minutes. I’m supposed to be watching the site. I’m supposed to be making sure that everything is working properly. I’m supposed to be blocking spam.

I’m not supposed to be reading “Hard-boiled Wonderland and the end of the world.” But I am.

It intrigues me. Kinda like… a really intriguing thing. Damn that’s deep.

Yeah, whatever.

I have no idea what this book is about, but it’s popular. Honestly… I don’t usually judge books by how “popular” they are, but this one is odd. I kinda enjoy the weirdness. It draws me in and makes me want to read more… which is sort of unusual since the only things that have captured me lately have been children’s books, Artemis Fowl and Harry Potter, to be specific.

I proved my lame-ness today by buying the bradley guide to .hack//mutation. Mainly because I don’t have the time to play it multiple times and don’t want to miss anything. *sigh* Work gets in the way so much. I wish I had the time to game like I did back in college…

Anyone else find the Taco Bell summer game “Drink Big, Win Gas” to be incredibly hilarious?

Have I mentioned it’s bloody hot in here yet?