1/24/2012

So yeah … I’m still feeling not right. But am I going to say anything about it? No. Why? Because she is stressed out about work. She is sad about Sable and for the most part she is being incredibily sweet to me. She left me a card on my bathroom sink and it was so nice. I just hate to ruin that and I hate to add to her stress. So I sit here and wait. Wait to see… wait for what.. who knows. I really want to know how long are we going to need to be together before she can not need her for something. I don’t think that she is going anywhere.. I know she’s not. I just don’t feel like I am or will ever be enough for her. I think that for whatever reason she needs to hold on to some sort of communication or something with her. I just don’t know why. I’m not even sure if I should care. .. bc she is here with me.