sigh

i accidently got myself into a stupid situation that may get resolved and if it doesn’t will be inconvenient but not the end of the world.  I am feeling under the weather and extremely stressed out.  I could use somebody to talk to but on the other hand I can’t at all talk about this.  So, i’m trying to get through the days and nights.  DD tossed and turned and woke me up the few times i did manage to actually fall asleep last night.

I am trying to get some cleaning and stuff done today but just don’t feel like doing much at all.  I wish I handled stress better, trying all kinds of things but not much works very well. 
I did get a fair bit of knitting done yesterday, but haven’t picked up a project to work on yet today.

I have fallen into lazy habits of convenience about a lot of things and am trying to undo some of them.  It’s funny what happens when you spend most of your time fighting the black hole of depression.