It’s my birthday:)

I have a complex relationship with the day of my birth.  I both want to forget it and at the same to celebrate it all day.  At my age, I really don’t want or need my mother to try and make the day special for me, honnest but she won’t listen when I say that, sigh.  On the other hand, it will make me sad because for sure one or more of my 3 grown and no longer living at home boys will not remember that today is my birthday and I wish that they would.

I ordered myself a couple of books that won’t be here by today but that’s okay too.  I bought a skein of yarn at the pacafiesta (torin you should go and look at my brother’s facebook for some great llama photos:)) and my brother has been in town since wednesday which has taken a huge load off while my father had surgery, was in the hospital and is now recovering at home.

I am making a honey cake as jewish new year’s starts at sun down today and I will eat good sushi today:)  That’s enough to make the day okay even if I can still hardly believe that I am entering my fifth decade and that on this day next year I will turn 50!!!!

May the next year be a sweet one for all those who celebrate and everybody else too.