Moody

 I’m in a mood today.  I didn’t get much sleep because I was having nightmares.  Scary ones about my uncle. I woke up and was so freaked that I couldn’t walk down the stairs I RAN!  So I am very tired,,,,which I think initially started my mood.  I went to work and had a good day- not moody-  went to school- not moody.  Then Jon is being a dick so….i am MOOODY again.  I hate when he gets in his attitudes.  No one can do or say anything right.  One time he was in his mood so I confronted him and told him to chill the fuck out …so he put a hole in the wall.  Then another time he busted his cell phone everywhere..and a remote, too.   yaaaaaaa.  he blames it on low testosterone.  WHATEV!!!  I just call it ASSHOLE-ness.  So- like today he didn’t like the tone of voice i used with him,, so he had left, ran away, had to go lifting after he had beer with his friend.  what a coward.  I love him so much, but he has his dick head moments.  But i am quite sure i have my bitch moments, too.  I actually know that i do.I never break things or leave him when I am mad tho.  I talk to him about it.. LIKE AN ADULT.  aaaaahhhh!  just needed to vent a lil.   I feel a little better now.

I am so hungry but i feel too tired to cook.  so i lay here and listen to my stomach growl at me.  We are going to order our iPhone "4s" later on.  FUCKIN 4s??!?! COME ON!   i wanted my iPhone 5! grrr!!  Prob next year.  I have a head ache n I’m a little shaky.  IDK if its because of the dickhead-asshole-jerk  or my hunger and tiredness.  Hmmmph!  I was going to have sex tonight, too. NOT ANYMORE! fuck that!

I was looking at pictures the other day.  I came a crossed this pic of my bloody foot.  I have no idea why- but i always have a bloody RIGHT foot!  I always end up hurting it some how.  I trip and cut it, I cut it on coral, hit it on a raised side walk, drop scissors on it.  NEVER my left foot, either.  CRAZY.  Here is one pic –  the others are on my other computer, which is slowly dying.