Why does Bad follow Good?

 

I was on such a High… My girl was happy , I had pulled off the ultimate gift and party ..

All the money issues seemed to be coming right .

My car was fixed and registered and warranted..

Then a 3 page text from Allycat… yes from the one I had just made so happy .. kicked me in the guts.

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I need to tell you something but I don’t want you to get angry. I haven’t been completely honest with you about how much time I have been spending with AJB. We have been hanging out on a daily basis. I have also been staying over once a week at his place.

I’m sorry for not telling you all of this sooner, I was scared of your reaction. You’re right he does need help, and he is getting it . The reason nothing has happened is becasue he doesn’t want to hurt me the way he did before so he wants to make sure he is better before anything changes

I know you have a strong opinion about him and I understand why. I’m not saying we’re back together or that we definately are getting back back together. Just that we have been spending time togetherand have been talking a lot about what happened.

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I sat on that for over an hour .. then just wrote back

Its your life .. all I can do is hope to hell I taught you enough sense and then sit here and wait to pick up the pieces when you realise how big of a mistake you have made.

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She never answered.

I have cried for days … everytime I think of that WANKER and what he did to my girl .. How he tore this family in two. How he ripped everyone off ..

It makes me so sad.

Yes he made her laugh .. he made her feel good about herself … he put her on a pedestal.. then he knocked her off , pulled the rug from underneath her and went out with her best friend at work .. secretly for weeks before telling anyone .. so while she was crying on this girls shoulder about him .. this girl was going home and telling tales .. that in turn then caused friction between Dino and Allycat as Dino was Living with AJB ( they are good mates… Were) OMG it was a huge mess .. I had helped him get finance for a scooter to get to and from job interviews ..  He got a job abd then had the bike stolen and the insurance had lapsed by 2 weeks .. I am still paying that off as he then lost his job. ( the insurance was my issue ..I was struggling to pay for it on time ) he left the keys in the bike on the front yard.

I am so disappointed ..

Here I was thinking I had just done this fabulous thing and made her happier than she had been in months and all the while she is seeing that unemployable scumbag..

I’m hurt.

I want to text him and tell him to leave her alone .. I want to shake him and smack him and take all my rage out on him ..

LEAVE MY GIRL ALONE!!!!

 

TTFN..xox