am so over it

Ohh the stress …

I am over it .. I want the day to be here and over with .

Allytcat has done nothing but socialise for the last 3 weeks , every time I turn around she is off on another date or function or out to dinner with a different group of people..

Maybe I am a little jealous .. or maybe i am god damn pissed off . She swans in and out .. no board ( she loaned me some money at easter) and does sod all about the house. , will only fold washing if I ask .. makes plans to eat out on her night to cook then grumbles if i suggest she cook on another night. Growls at the boys for silly stuff ,  meets up with wanker ex boyfriend at least once a week .. but tries to deny it and keep it a secret. Then when I confront her about helping out and housework she yells that she’s been busy.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

breathing in .. out … in … out.

wish i had no responsibilities.

wish I could do my Christmas shopping without kids .. mine or care kids..

wish I could swan off to dinner with mates.

I am so over this at the mo ..

working .. being a Mum .. having to do it all on my own.

Depressive entry over.

night