Hoping

So I was hoping to have a car by the end of this week. But alas no word yet on the loan. I went to my financial aid office on campus and they said it could take a couple of weeks. I almost got stranded at work yesterday when my ride cancelled on me, so not having a car is a major issue. I am really lucky that I have one friend I can at least count on (you know who you are). I was pretty depressed/upset last night that my ride cancelled on me yesterday. I feel so alone here sometimes.If I didn’t have to work it wouldn’t be a big deal, but since I have a job and I need to make money I need a car.

I feel all mixed up this week. I had two exams, I did really well on the first but I’m not sure how I did on the second. I am quite dissapointed in my Juvenile Deliquency class so far. All we’ve been talking about is theories and who said what. Which is why I don’t think I did well on the exam. Too many theories to memorize. Ugh…

In other news I have to just get one more letter of reccomendation for grad school so that’s exciting. I have to pay the $45 fee which I’m not looking forward to. I also went to the writing center on campus to get some tips on writing a narrative, which in all honesty scares the shit out of me. It can only be 2 pages long…and it has to answer all these questions. I have no idea where to begin. Since I didn’t have anything prepared and written up the guy at the writing center just gave me some ideas. All in all I don’t really feel ready for grad school. I talked to a couple of people that are preparing and they seem so much more mature and ready for it…me on the other hand…not so much.