Bad Feelings

I had a great New Years, my friends and I went downtown and hit up Buckhead’s. They had free food from 7-9, open bar from 7-8, free New Years favors, and a toast at midnight. I had way too much to drink but I didn’t really feel it. I think my tolerance has gone way up ever since I started drinking every Thursday with my friends. Boo it is way too expensive to drink!! But it was well worth it!!

The next day I had to work and I was so unmotivated. Ugh I hate having to work on the holidays. It makes me want to find a real job. But alas my school is screwing me over. I am supposed to graduate this spring and now they changed the prereq for the last psych class I need. So I wrote an e-mail to about 5 people asking if they could get me into this stupid class I need. If they don’t let me take it I’m going to just drop my minor for now and when I go to grad school (crosses fingers) I can always pick up the extra couple classes I need and get my minor. At least your credits never go away…it just sucks that I have to do all this for a stupid minor. The worst part is I already took this class for my sociology major and the psych dept. refused to let me use those credits towards their stupid degree. I have had nothing but problems with them. They are simply unwilling to work with students. If I knew this I would never have gone into psych at UWM. I would have said **** it.

Then I made the mistake of going on Facebook and looking up people I went to high school with. This always makes me depressed. So many of them are getting married, already graduated, have real jobs with saleries, have gone places, done some crazy fun things…ect ect ect.

To make matters even worse my sister is getting married, and my other sister is already married and has a baby. I know I shouldn’t compare myself to other people…but I feel so behind everyone…I hate this feeling. 🙁