The pressure is off but the heat is on!!

🙂 Since my decision to just do my thing and enjoy the thon without worrying about raising money or impressing folk, I feel so much happier about getting on with my thing.

Oh yes, the pressure is off for sure but … the heat is on. I sat all evening last night and again this morning planning and plotting. I still need to do character profiles so that they become realistic people but I think I have a plot that could keep folk on board. It might be a bit ‘too much’ but we’ll see. We’ll see.

I have a burning in the pit of my belly. I’m sitting here wobbling my legs from excitement like a kid jumping up and down on sports day. I want to get on with this tale.

Sure  – I’m still scared about all the normal things, ie not being able to write something engaging, convincing or even mildly interesting. Getting that blank-ness that I often get after a full day of thinking what I could write on OD. I then open my laptop and …. nothing. Not a word. Oddly enough, its just like that too when I want to write to friends.

I want to get on with this now, but….S has clients coming to the house this afternoon and I need to make sure that it is looking spanky clean and welcoming. Am very proud of S and all the workhe is doing. He has another contract with another  chocolate company. How ironic that he is now making money from the product that is my downfall. 🙂

Must be off.

M.