The Final Entry!!!!!!!! 7am

Before I say anything else, just pop along here would you to see what for me I feel about this whole thing:
http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D723973&entry=10014&mode=date

This is it, the last one. Actually, you want to know? I’m sad.  An hour ago I went upstairs in the daylight and realised that a new day had begun and the stress had gone, and it felt completely weird, as if I’d dropped out of a time trap.

But as great as it is to be free again, to know I’ve made it, that I’ve earnt some money for BHF, that I’ve even been congratulated, well, as great as all that is, my baby has gone.

yeah, you know what I mean. I spent the last two? three? weeks thinking about this. I didn’t manage all that I thought about and I realised in some cases that I didn’t think about the right things, but hey, I made it and I gave it a good try.

I’m sad that I didn’t finish my ‘story’, that two of my favs are left waiting to know what happens, but I will finish it in this diary during these holidays, just without the pressure. I found writing this story so completely tiring, even exhausting, whereas churning out silly entries was just fun and doable – even when things were rough.

I’m not sad in the sense that I learnt a lot about trying to write a story, or even a book.  I will attempt NaNoWriMo again this year, but from a better place after what I did here in the last 24 hours.

And finally, I can’t go without saying thank you to my sponsers! Thank you so much!
I can’t go without saying thank you to Subtle Alliance, Nelys and Just K who supported valliantly throughout and I began to wonder when SA sleeps at all. 🙂
A special thank you also to Tiny Void who shared her entries with me, tried to drum up support for me and even cheered me on after already having blogged AND monitored on the early shift.  What a woman!!
Thank you to Sheana who got me reinstated so quickly yesterday!
Thank you to frykitty for keeping us going and above all, for choosing my entry and making my day! 🙂
And thank you to Sean who even got up at 3am just to see if I was ok. What a love.

It was tough – but it was worth it!!!! 🙂 

And that folks, is all for now!!!! 🙂