You Give Me Fever :(

I’m downstairs on the couch (loving my wireless!) all rugged up.  I’m getting the odd cold chill now and then, which I don’t think is a good sign.  I haven’t eaten much other than toast and my antibiotics.  I’m drinking soluable dispirin, gargling then swallowing.

I don’t like this.  I feel scared.  I’m here all alone and I feel like maybe my sickness and my thoughts are gunna combine to create this massive sick feeling, which I’ve had in the past when I’ve been really sick.  Usually it’s in Winter though.  I know what I have is a really bad fever.  I went to the doctor today, a 1:20pm appointment, earliest I could get in.  I was pretty much in and out.  He put the wooden thing in my mouth and tried to get my to go AHHHH but my tongue wouldn’t budge for him.  It sat firmly at the top of my mouth, so he was unable to see in.  He gave me a glove and asked me to pull on my tongue to move it out of the way.  I did that and it worked.  Right away he noticed what was wrong, and said I had a very bad fever.

Fever’s are horrible!  I know it’s hot out tonight, but I’m all rugged up, and I’m sure I’ll strip off in the night as well cos I’ll feel too hot.  I just hate being here alone.  There’s no-one to look after me.  My housemate is still away in Sydney as far as I know at Sleazeball.  I hope he’s going okay down there.

I just wanna be better.  I’m on some powerful antibiotic I only have to take once a day.  Part of me is relieved because there’s only 5 tablets in the packet, and I have to have a repeat dosage after this lot is gone.  So only 10 days.  I hated when I had tonsillitus because the tablet dosage took forever to get through!  This should be better.

I just hope to God I don’t have to work at Carina tonight haha.  That’d suck!  I’m about to ring them to see if I have any shifts there.  I’m also meant to go to a compulsory conference at the headquarters on Wednesday during the day.  I’m hoping I’ll feel better by then to at least go, and that my cough will have settled down a bit.

This isn’t nice 🙁

I want a teddy bear to cuddle and tell me everything’s gunna be okay…

Go back an entry to see the pics from my night out, and probably the reason I’m as sick as I am now