Unwanted Confrontation

Well I feel crap. I walked home from work today. It was 10:30pm by the time I got home. It took me an hour. Yeh I know, I’m an idiot, but I needed to think. Then I realised I didn’t actually get much thinking done cos I was watching out for barking dogs and wanker teenage hoons/drunks too much. Lukey confronted me this morning, wanting answers. I’m not gunna go into it but I told him no. I had to. It’s just not right. So yeh he’s frustrated, I’m upset. I thought we’d left it on good terms, but he wanted more answers. I think I just made him feel worse. That’s how it is. Time will tell. I can’t talk to him until he’s ready to talk to me. That’s gunna he hard…so hard. I just hope he has fun there. He’s a great guy. I miss him already.

One work day to get through, and hopefully I can drown my sorrows tomorrow night at the party. I really hope Casey and John get along. God I so don’t wanna work today…got too much on my mind. Today was bad enough. Dan Ebert was on though *drools* lol. He caught me perving on him today – that was interesting. Oh well, he’ll get over it.

Archer_Mage

January 13, 2006

Well, i hope life gets better for you!

an american girl

What did Luke wants answers about?

squirticq

I am not going to ask about the answer part, but Good luck with your situation. I hope you can get things resolved. Love ya hon!

SEPIA

wow what was that all about?

TobiMac

Isn’t love fcuked up!

~Tiffany~

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LilGayBoiBluEyes

January 14, 2006

Sometimes I feel so confused… Anyways I hope things get better for you this week. Big hugs to you…

C-Dub85

I hope things get better for you..and him. I’ve never been caught pervin on some one…you have to be stealth-like…haha, I dont know what I’m talkin about. Take care!

I’m not sure what this was about and you don’t have to tell me, but I’m sorry this was so hard for you…I hope that you can at least have fun at the party and get your mind off of whatever is bothering you.

Oh let me guess. Luke is mad because you didn’t beg him to stay in Brisbane and not move to Toowoomba? Matt, just tell him that you love him and if he wants to come back you are there. You’re not happy in that house, just tell Luke to come back if he wants to. But you’re not going to beg. If he wants to come back you two can find a place. If he wants answers just tell him. He still loves you.