To go or not to go, that is the question.

 It’s the first day of October!  Where has this year gone?  Don’t we say that every year though? 🙂

I was so SO tempted to head out last night.  But then I realised I’d be going out, and purely perving on hot guys there.  I had no inkling to go out for the music or a good time – well I mean I’d want to have a good time, but not going out for the right reasons usually results in a bad time.  I can spend all night looking at hot guys and come home alone cos I’m either too shy to talk to them, or I just don’t see any hot guys whatsoever 🙂  And most of the time, I don’t WANT to go home with anyone, so I’m just not much of a scene person I suppose.  Usually the case.
I knew last night would be a huge night at Fluffy however, from seeing SO many friends all checking in there on the "Nearby" option on my facebook app.  

I think I’m taking social networking way too seriously.  It’s why i deleted facebook it for a few weeks a few months back.  That was liberating.  I think we all need to just use it in moderation.  Sure, I like posting random shit, but I already hide so many people into different lists and shit because I fear they’ll just what I’m up to or what I think.  I literally have like ten different lists for different people to see.  OD users are pretty much the only people who can see every single post I make – so I do apologise if I seem to pop up all the time on news feeds haha.  But facebook is cunning as well, asking if you want to ‘promote’ posts now, therefore deliberately not making them readable to many people.  "Free and always will be" is subjective.
I mean right now I use facebook, twitter (rarely), tumblr and Instagram.  How many more do I need to be using?  I’m actually quite liking tumblr, although it chews up data allowance with all the pictures, and hardly any of my friends use it 🙁  

I didn’t go out last night in the end.  Instead, V came over and we drove around and hung out for a while.  He got up me for not talking to him lately.  I got up him back and told him it takes two to tango.  I’ve been thinking the past few days that I don’t know how to be a decent friend to people, even people I know well.  It’s gotten me a little down lately, because I tend to love everybody.  He reckons he’s been over clubbing as well lately.  It was good to hang out and have something to do besides clubbing, I must admit.

Today is my best friend’s birthday.  I’m going to be so tired.  I’m going to a restaurant at 2pm for it, and I’ll get to meet his new boyfriend.  You know, cos once a friend gets a boyfriend you barely hear from them and all :/  Priorities are everything in life.  I can only stay there for about an hour or so, then I have to come home to get ready for work at 5pm.  Then I have to work until 2am  Ergh.  It’s a public holiday here, so I’ll get extra pay until midnight at least, so I guess that’s good.  Have a few lame bills to get out of the way.  I’m thinking I’ll just have salad for my meal at the restaurant.  I gotta think what to get him as a pressie – I should prob do that soon.

Since I’ve been up most of the night contemplating whether I wanted to go out, I’ll be bloody tired by the end of today lol.  I’ll probably be thankful I didn’t go out and dance the night away, therefore being more exhausted.  It’s 10:30am now, so the birthday lunch isn’t too far off – just gotta keep myself occupied, and at work I know I’ll feel tiredness spells, but I’ll get over them if I concentrate.  Only have to deal with an hour of customers today, since we close at 6pm (being public holiday hours).

My housemates went out last night, as did most of Brisbane.  I heard one come home but the other I haven’t, so I don’t know if he came home whilst I was out, or he’s still out being a party animal.  I heard them all conversing outside my bedroom window just after I woke up last night.

Anyway, just felt like writing.  Oh I took another pic lol – lameo – but since it’s a diary, I’m posting it.  Progress and all that jazz 🙂  I like my cheap $20 Target beach shorts 😛