Time to begin

There’s so many options on what i can do to try and gain access to uiniversity.  I’ve thought about just applying again, but I really don’t want to go through being rejected on the basis of the same info they had to go by me last time.  I’ve realised that even though I passed the pre-requisites of the courses I applied for, maths b is my downfall.  Despite doing well in it in grade 11, I failed it by the end of year 12.  It would have made more sense just to do Maths A, but no, I stupidly chose the harder one, and failed, even though pretty much all the courses (except chemistry-science based courses) only require maths A anyway!  Grrr.  So, I’ve found a bridging course that I’m interested in.  It’s held at the Gold Coast campus every Monday night for a minimum of 10 weeks – one three hour course once a week.  It’s 6pm til 9pm, aimed for obviously the working public.  My work hours start at 9pm, so to do this, I’m going to have to tell work that I can’t work on Monday nights anymore.  Maybe i should just leave my job, but I do like the income.  Surely work will understand I can’t work one night a week.  I don’t have a printer to print out the registration form, so I’m thinking of just heading down there on my next day off and applying and paying in person.  It’ll be interesting, studying maths b again after so many years, but 3 hours a week seems so simple?  I guess when I think about it it was only like 5 lots of half hour lessons in school, but because it was every day it just seemed like a LOT. 

I’m just trying to improve my chances, and I know it means I’m gunna miss mid-year application doing this, and my chances of getting in when all the year 12’s are trying to is pretty slim to none as it is – bitches.  I mean the other option is the STAT, but I know Maths B is my downfall, and if I study that and try to pass it, it should help make my uni application look better.  I’m not a fan of maths, I never have been, so I’ll have to force myself to do this.  i still don’t know if it’s the right thing to do.  i guess I gotta start somewhere to begin somewhere else.