The road to purpose?

I’ve been feeling depressed all weekend up until today.  Everything seemed to go wrong, and i was bored on top of it, and when i get bored I either usually eat lots or think too much, which usually leads to me being depressed about something.  Today I finally got the courage to call a close friend of mine (who’s parents hate me cos i “look gay”) and I got really depressed because he only talked to me for about 1 minute flat before he said he had to go.  It’s really unsettling and depressing when your friend’s parent’s won’t let them talk to you.  At least I think that’s what’s happening because he’s not usually this rude to me 🙁

I just got back from church, and a friend came with me this time.  She actually liked it, which is awesome, and I had someone I could talk to who actually knows me as well.  It was a lot of fun.  I spent all day driving today, I swear, I drove so far, all over Brissy just because i was bored shitless, but my friends came with me today so we drove out to Wellington Point – it’s really beautiful out there and we’ve decided we’re gunna have a picnic next time we go out there.  Looking forward to it. 

Huge party to go to next weekend – hopefully it’ll be fun.  My ex-boyfriend’s birthday party is on, except today he was being a wanker and I have no idea why.

Well it’s Monday, I decided to continue this entry now since my computer went psycho last night.  Today was just a bad day at work.  It seemed nothing went the way it should, but maybe days like that are just thrown in to make you realise that’s what life’s all about – little surprises, ups and downs, highs and lows, you get the point.  Other than that today was quite boring, tomorrow’s my half-day though so I have an afternoon off work!  I just remembered I haven’t paid my mobile bill yet 😮  Or I might see a movie because I haven’t done that in a while, kinda wish 50 first dates was on already.

anyway have a great week everyone!!