take the next exit…

I woke up this morning to my alarm (which is the radio) and the most awesome songs – i just laid there for ages listening to them – didn’t even occur to me it was loud and it probably woke up my housemates haha! “When you say nothing at all’ by Ronan Keating was playing, and, although i used to not like that song, it’s actually got a really beautiful message! And there were a few others too, like ‘im with you’ by Avril Lavigne, her only decent song i reckon 😛 And at work today they played ‘life’ by Des’ree, and ask any of my friends and you’ll know that’s like my all-time favourite song 🙂 haha im so gay 😛 I had a good day at work today, I took a different route to work today, and i left early in case i got lost, but I found out how to get there.  I took the Pacific Highway and took the Tarragindi exit, and I made it!  My car sounds so bad doing 100 k/ph though, I think i’ll stick to the other way and stay on 60 cos at least then it doesnt sound like the wheels are gunna fall off!  And yeah work was  good, it was my half day so like every half-day i was rushed but got out of work only 15 mins late this time – i hate how my pen won’t work to write my temp-checks because i’m in and out of freezers all day, the pen stops working – maybe i need to carry around a pencil, but it doesnt look as good in the temp-book.

My lifes gunna have some major changes happening soon, i just don’t exactly know what they are yet!  I know i’m moving house, but i’m not sure where to yet, I’m hoping I get a transfer to the Northside somewhere, i applied for more positions on the net last night, so I guess i’ll see whether I hear anything or not – i’ve made big changes before so I know I can do it again, it’s just making friends when I move that’ll take a while, but i’m trying not to worry about that until it happens.  I mean one day i’d like to live in another city, but that’s just a dream at this stage :).  Gotta experience life while you’re young, and I think living with 3 girls for almost a year has been long enough 😛 – they are all good people though, i think i’ve only had 1 massive fight with one ofthem the entire time i’ve been here, but its interesting knowing all their persoanlities more intimately, when before, you knew them from a different point of view.  I’ve got a lot to be thankful for in my life, but sometimes it’s so confusing and confrontational.  The next few months will be big.

I miss Micheal lots, and i know we like each other lots, but this distance thing is really difficult for both of us – especially when he won’t even let me visit because his dad isnt ready to meet me, understandable but I’m thinking maybe the friends option is better for both of us – i mean we are friends at the moment, but we’re committed friends so it feels more than that you know?  I bought tickets to the Justin Timberlake concert on the 19th so we’re both gunna go and see that.  Can’t wait, better be good for $130 a ticket…haha – chill all! luv ya!

-Matt