reps and more reps

today was a pretty good day at work – i was that busy that the day just absolutely flew by before i knew it.  I got a phone call at around about 9am, and whenever I get a phone call at work I get excited that it could be Micheal.  Anyway it was Micheal :).  he goes ‘what’s the matter with you?’ and i’m like ‘nothing, why’s that?’ and he goes ‘you haven’t called or messaged me in the last 3 days’.  I guess I was kinda expecting that.  I’ve been kinda paranoid lately about his feelings for me so i’ve kept putting it off, as well as making up excuses like him being at work and me being at work at different hours (which is true).  I gotta ring him soon if I stay awake late enough though so hopefully everything will be cool.  I really do miss him.  I wish there was some way I was able to see him every day, but I sometimes feel he doesnt want that, yet he told me he does.  I can’t figure it out, he says it’ll all take time, and I agree that it will, but when will I at least see some positivity that i’m going to be able to see him? It just feels like i don’t feel important to him, yet if that were true he wouldn’t call me and talk to me like he does, so many i gotta wait it out a bit longer.  I mean at least now i don’t get depressed thinking that everything’s my fault, because he explained to me that it isn’t, so that’s a bonus – all I want is to be able to spend time with him 🙂

work was pretty good though, i did everything I had to and only had 2 reps.  i kinda miss the Hans Rep (Verelle) and the Primo rep (Helen) and the Tastee rep (Adam, who i have so much fun with, i ask him how ‘tasty’ he is :P) haha.  they don’t come in the store very often, yet i wish they did, i guess they pop in every now and then to say g’day and check if their products are still on show.  The Mainland rep is gunna hate me when she comes in cos half of her lines werent on the last cheese plannogram.  ah well she’ll have to deal with it .  I’ve only seen the devondale and the sunny queen rep this week.  it’s so cool filling the eggs cos the eggs are mainly from with Doug Hall farms (Millmerran) or MaCleans farms (Pittsworth) which is out near where I grew up.  The rep can’t believe i know Doug Hall personally haha.

ah well there’s more i wanna write but can’t be bothered right now 🙂 luv yas!

-Matt