Rememberance Day

We had a one-minute silence at work today.  My poppy’s on my alter-ego’s facebook fairy are flowering 🙂  They look awesome 🙂

I haven’t written in a month I just realised – amazing how time flies when you’re having fun.  I’ve done so much stuff and been so socialable, but I haven’t been happy the past week, quite depressed and such, as I got dumped on the exact day of our one-month.  He said it was him not me.  I’ve been pissed off at him because he wasn’t honest with me and he treated me like crap, not to mention the timing to do so.  I need to confront him and get my shit back.  We havent spoken since it happened last thursday night – ran into him out clubbing Friday night and gave him a hug – I didn’t really mean it though.  he tried giving me the excuse he wanted to do it earlier rather than later.  Not early enough as far as I’m concerned.  I was too drunk then.  I left that room and sat in a difference area of the club just looking out the window when this chick came up to me and asked if I was ok.  I told her what had happened and she bought me a drink and I danced with her.  She was a very attractive bi chick, and she was Scottish.  I thanked her for looking out for me.  She didn’t have to, but she noticed me and took me under her wing.  I got her number.  How bad is that?  I got a chicks number in a gay club.

I want to message her but I’m not sure what I should say.

I’ve really gotta get some closure on this ex thing too, bigtime – I’ve been angry and crying for too long now.