Out of the blue

 I was very surprised to learn yesterday (during kitchen-chats with the twink-housemates) that they both think I "exude top".

Boy oh boy, was that a surprise for me to hear!  Especially even more so when they went on to label everyone else in the house.  Apparently I have a domineering aura, or something like that, and when people look at me, they see "top".  As for Ayden, people see him as a versatile, even though hes way more of a top, and Reecie, well he’s obviously completely bottom lol!  It was quite a surprising conversation, started by Ayden because he asked what I thought Andrew was, and I said I didn’t really care (lol), and Ayden said he had to be a bottom.  Like Andrew is very dominating in his personaljty, but he’s seen as a bottom.  I’d have to say I’d agree with that.

Maybe it’s because I’m just me?  I’d love to find out what an outside perspective of me is.  I made a joke to my housemates and asked, "You mean because I don’t do this?", as I reenacted the bend-and-snap scene from Legally Blonde.  Ayden kind of explained it to me, like he looks at me and just sees "top".
I mean, it’s definitely a good thing, as I am one lol, but I guess it just surprised me, revealing other people’s judgements and opinions I didn’t know about.
I made a facebook status about it, and was even more surprised when a guy I know commented "I’d have to say I agree."
Don’t I just feel totally masc right about now? Haha!

As for today, I got called into work, but not before I went down to Centrelink to see if I could lodge my forms for another health care card.  It’s been over two months since I stopped getting Austudy payments, so I added up my payslips and worked out that I come in JUST under the threshold to be able to claim one.  Add that to the occasional discomfort I’m getting from a hole in one of my back teeth, and I decided applying for a card sooner rather than later will probably be beneficial financially, especially in regards to a soon-to-be dental visit, because I know it’s only going to get worse.

But MAN, it felt like I was waiting in that office forever.   I mean, I always wait a long time there, but they didn’t really seem to have many staff.  There was also a shirtless Aboriginal causing trouble wbo had apparently been rude to one of the staff, and he had to go sit outside, and by the time my name was finally called, the police had arrived.  The guy who was checking my forms over said that they are there from time to time lol.  Reminds me of working at the servo.  Jobs like that will always come with more dodgy people than usual.  Anyway, he added up my payslips and came up with the same amount I did.  I always think that my bank savings will stop me from qualifying for the card, but last time it didnt seem to, and next thing I knew, he said that my carx should arrive between 7 and 10 days time.  YAY!!  Now if my teeth sensitivity can hold out that long, but doesn’t seem to be too bad right now.
I thanked him, and walked back home.  It was quite a warm afternoon.  It’s really starting to warm up!  We had a thunderstorm the previous night, and it was so ni e walking home from work in the rain,  and I even removed my umbrella and let the warm rain hit me for a while.  Rain has been pretty scarce here for a while.  I’m really looking forward to the storm season here.  I absolutely love that about living in Queensland.

I got home and had some quick food and tidied the kitchen.  No sooner had I finished cleaning and unstacking the dishwasher,  then Reece arrives home and throws his bag on the counter and starts cooking dinner.  I said to him, "If there’s anything on this bench when I get home from work, I’m gonna cut a bitch."  He laughed.

I went to gym before work, but I only had a half-hour, so it was a shortened workout this time, just chest, back and then a bit more on abs, using the medicine ball and then leg-raise abs a few times each.  Not bad for a half hour I thought.
I then worked, and it wasn’t too bad.  Found out Marty had called in sick, hence why I had been called in.  I figured I’d work, because in reality I really shouldn’t turn down shifts for no decent reason, plus I need to pay for the….Justin Bieber concert ticket I may or may not have impulse-purchased last night.  Haha.  Don’t you judge me!!  I only bought the cheapest ticket available, so I doubt I’ll be able to see shit anyway by the time I get there.  Plus it’ll be an experience, and I’m all about experiences.  And since this concert is announced for a Tuesday, I know Ill be free that night, so I figured why not 🙂

After work, my friend came over… to blow me.  He’s only 18, and I was sure we were past all that stuff, until I got his horny text message over the weekend.  The one that surprised me, remember?  Yeah.  Well, he asked if tonight I was free, and I’d told him only if I wasn’t called into work, which I was, but he didn’t text me til after I was home anyway, so it worked out well.
I thought I had time for a shower,  and I took my phone into the bathroom just in case.  I had just finished when I heard my phone go off.  I checked it and there was a message saying "I knocked but I guess you mustn’t have heard."
Fuck!  He was here already!!  
I quickly dried myself off and put underwear on to answer the door.  He was waiting there.  I apologized.   Man, he must drive fast!

We chatted for a bit.  I mean, I do know this guy, so it’s not like he’s a random lol.  He looked really good.  I haven’t seen him in many many months, and now here he was because he "missed my big cock."  I told him I had thought he was drunk, but not at all it seems.
After a while, he asked if I wanted to play, and I just laid back and let him get to work.  It’s been a while since I hooked up, and I was going to just enjoy this.
And I did.  MAN, it was so good to get a good blowjob again.  No teeth, no getting a sore jaw, just a young guy who knew what he was doing.
I did take forever though.  As in around 30 minutes.  He kept going the entire time though, so kudos to him.  I don’t know what it was.  I hadn’t jerked off in two days.  He was definitely good at it.  But I just wasnt orgasming quickly for him.  Eventually, he got me close, and i knew I was gunna cum, so I pushed his head down on me as I came.  I know he can deep-throat pretty well, so it was pretty hot watching him swallow.
 When I recovered, I apologised to him for taking so long.  He said he thought he’d gotten bad at it.  I assured him that he had not.  We chatted for a bit longer and I he rested his head on my shoulder.  I think I wore the poor guy out.

We both grabbed some water, and then watched some more tv, then he said he’d better get going home.
It was nice to see him.  And I didn’t expect a random hook-up offer out of the blue like that from him.  But hey, I’ll sleep well tonight.

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September 18, 2013

You have a strong, masculine vibe about you… like you know who you are and you’re comfortable in your own skin and combined with a few years of wisdom and height, I can see why you’re an alpha male to your twinkiliwinks 😉

My sister reckoned you were a dead set top! I would automatically see you as a top, because you’re REALLY masculine, you’re the kind of guy I’d snuggle into if I was watching a scary movie because you have that aura.

Always well worth the read. Lol Justin is Hot so I would go see him too.