NZ…

On the phone last night with Micheal and he told me he was going to move to New Zealand.  I had to wait 2 hours for his reply an finally he rang back and said he was going for a holiday, and now i just saw him for like an hour (which was fantastic) and he’s still gunna go to New Zeland.  The only thing I can’t understand is what he thinks are my thoughts on this.  He hasn’t asked me.  He’s said he’s always gunna love me and I know I’m always gunna love him, but to have you’re boyfriend move to another country for a year or two, and not being able to see him is really heartbreaking.  It hasn’t happened yet, but as determined as Micheal is I’m sure he’ll go.  I love him so I guess I’ve gotta decide what I’m gunna do and actually find some guts to ask what I’m suppose to do when he’s gone!

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March 29, 2004

If he does move, it will be hard man. But take heart from Rachel and Andrew’s situation, they’ve been apart for six years (apart from a trip to US) and it’s going strong. And with technology such as phone cards and chat and stuff you can talk to him as much as ever. I’ll give you a ring soon and we can talk about our situations to our heart’s content.

Being away from the one person you want to be with the most really does suck. I’m not saying that it’s easy, but it’s definitely worth it. If you can get through being apart for that long, you know not only is it a perfect love, but it’s going to last forever.

April 1, 2004

Thanks, I’ll definitely catch up with you by or over Easter when there is time

And I know what you mean about the paranoia – something I am very guilty of. Best thing is a chat, which of course is on the cards blinky