Kissing

And I’m Telling You I’m Not Going – Jennifer Holiday

And I am telling you
I’m not going.
You’re the best man I’ll ever know.
There’s no way I can ever go,
No, no, no, no way,
No, no, no, no way I’m livin’ without you.
I’m not livin’ without you.
I don’t want to be free.
I’m stayin’,
I’m stayin’,
And you, and you, you’re gonna love me.
Ooh, you’re gonna love me.

And I am telling you
I’m not going,
Even though the rough times are showing.
There’s just no way,
There’s no way.
We’re part of the same place.
We’re part of the same time.
We both share the same blood.
We both have the same mind.
And time and time we have so much to share,

No, no, no,
No, no, no,
I’m not wakin’ up tomorrow mornin’
And findin’ that there’s nobody there.
Darling, there’s no way,
No, no, no, no way I’m livin’ without you.
I’m not livin’ without you.
You see, there’s just no way,
There’s no way.

Tear down the mountains,
Yell, scream and shout.
You can say what you want,
I’m not walkin’ out.
Stop all the rivers,
Push, strike, and kill.
I’m not gonna leave you,
There’s no way I will.

And I am telling you
I’m not going.
You’re the best man I’ll ever know.
There’s no way I can ever, ever go,
No, no, no, no way,
No, no, no, no way I’m livin’ without you.
Oh, I’m not livin’ without you,
I’m not livin’ without you.
I don’t wanna be free.
I’m stayin’,
I’m stayin’,
And you, and you,
You’re gonna love me.
Oh, hey, you’re gonna love me,
Yes, ah, ooh, ooh, love me,
Ooh, ooh, ooh, love me,
Love me,
Love me,
Love me,
Love me.
You’re gonna love me.

I only heard this song because I was looking at one of my favourite personal charts that I check every so often to find out what new songs are out there, and one guy had this listed in his top 30, so I downloaded it and, you know what, it’s a fucking hell of a song.  I know I’ve heard it sung by someone else before, but the lyrics come up as original on a search, so yeh I’ll just go with it.  Hell of a voice though!  i actualyl think where I heard it was this little kid on youtube singing it, and i was astounded!

I was kinda dreading going to work today, and I started at 8am, meaning I knew a long day was ahead of me.  The previous few Saturday’s, I’ve started at 5am, but my manager was there today working a Saturday (yes I know, shock/horror!).  Of course, we had like a million staff.  Whenever I’M on a Saturday I’m by myself from usually 7am-3pm and then I might be lucky to get one casual come in, but noooo not when he’s on.  Not only that, the load was small as, so I spent a lot of my day on checkouts cos they needed the help and also it’s not like they really needed me in my own department.  I did both really well though and worked hard, and the day did finally pass before I knew it.  I hate the 10 hour shift on a Saturday, and next Saturday will be my first Saturday off in forever!

So, tomorrow, well actually today as it’s well after midnight, I’ve got a fair bit to do.  I know my housemate’s wanting to go out to dinner which I’m gunna force myself through but I really did just wanna relax on my only day off.  I have to go to the shops and pick up a present I left there last weekend, and get my lesbian friend from work an xmas pressie (apparently she’s got me a sterling silver chain so I have to at least get something half-decent haha).  I’m thinking maybe like one of those cane baskets full of goodies, bu not the pre-packaged ones cos they are always full of shit – like stock it full of things lesbians like, like fish and wizz-fizz…  nah maybe not, she’d kill me 😛  I’ll find her and her girlfriend something nice though.  I reckon buying for lesbians could be a lot of fun 😀 I could make a day of this haha.  She’s been great to me this year, and work certainly wouldn’t be the same without her.

I’m liking the mood I’m in tonight.  i think it’s mainly because I had cool conversations with two of my best friends on MSN (you know who you are) – really doesn’t take much, and I’ve actually somewhat got myself organised for what I’ve gotta do tomorrow, although I’m sure I’ll have it done in no time.  My favourite girl’s only got 50 days til her vagina gets ripped four ways!  Send her a congrats HERE! 

I dunno what was going on with me at work – I was checking out girls and guys haha – I think it’s the guys I work with who’s eyes are always drooping to the floor when a hot chick walks past and say to me ‘gee, check THAT out’, and I either agree or disagree.  Straight guys are great to hang around though, as I really couldn’t handle the gays all the time, and they seem to have a bit more of a reality on life, well my friends anyway.

I miss a lot of my friends I haven’t seen in a while, like Aaron, Jason, Scott and Lukey.  Funny I think they are all cute lol, azza and jas being straight and scott and Luke being gay.  Scott’s about to celebrate 11 months with his boyfriend!  how cool is that!  I’m very happy for him, and he’s always skiting how big his boyfriend’s cock is.  Doesn’t seem like it from knowing him, but they always say big things come in small packages.  Pity they don’t do threesomes so I can find out lol.

Michael messaged me tonight asking what I was doing.  I haven’t heard from him in ages.  We dated a while back and a lot of my earlier entries were about him.  i messaged back but haven’t heard anything back.  i guess it’s too late.  I printed some Border’s coupons so I’ll probably be in there tomorrow spending all my cash haha.  Nah I’ll behave, have to try to save some for my holiday, which is sneaking up fast!  I might fly with Qantas (depending how this takeover bid is gunna turn out) cos tht way I’ll get free meals on the flight, and I flew with them last time I went to Perth).  I can’t wait to see my Sammy!!  He’s gunna get the most massivest hug ever!  And this will be the first time we will have hung out and both been single – well depending if he doesn’t snag himself a boy before I get there!  He’s a total committed type, and I think I try to look up to that.  Brilliant guy and I really couldn’t pinpoint a bad thing about him.  He sent me the Kylie Minogue Showgirl DVD for my birthday 🙂

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damn look at the legs on her.  Haha, Billy and I were having a talk about older women and how attractive some of them are.  Kylie’s one I’d do if I were straight and she didn’t already have a man.  Why is she with that french dude anyway?  Arent the french sleazy? 🙂  or is that Italians?  I might stop before I offend everyone’s heritage 🙂

Right, onto the kissing guys…

sooooo cute seeing guys kiss.  Even when I see guys holding hands in the city (which isn’t very often!) I go all mushy, like ‘awww that is sooo cute.’

 haha i thought this one was cute too awww