i met a cutie part 3!

It’s unbelievable hey, I just wrote an entry like a few hours ago, but I just got back from my date with Michael, and I so have to write again.

It went so well – I thought I was a little too quiet because he talked heaps, but I so love listening to him and his life – it really is so interesting.  He’s so sweet.

We went to the coffee club and just talked for ages, and he drove me all the way home – we’ve been sending really sweet messages back and forth all night – he admitted to me that he’s 18 not 19 lol, but that’s great that he can open up to me – I really don’t mind, I know there’s a mutual attraction happening and i’m on such a high about it.

I had the greatest night – I fell asleep at home and woke up at 4:30ish and got ready and drove my car to the train station and caught the train to Bowen Hills.  I’d never got off the train at Bowen Hills before so it was scary territory for me! hehe, all these paths and it was raining.  Michael told me to go to the main road and there’d be a bus stop.  The problem is that there is a main road on both sides of the station.  SO here I am running up and down the side that doesnt have a bus station IN the rain haha, I was thinking I’m so gunna get saturated soon.  Anyway I realised it wsn’t on that side so I asked this nice Japanese couple if they knew where the bus station was and they pointed a direction for me, which was really nice of them! 🙂  I got there was too early, as in like 6:20pm, wheras Michael was picking me up at 7:00, I was just so excited yet nervous as all hell.  Because Michael told me he was bringing a female Canadian friend along with him (he did ask if it was okay and i said yes), but I just couldn’t help feeling a little scared about a female I didn’t know sussing me out on a first date. lol I know she probably wouldn’t have done that but when I was in that position I got paranoid big-time.

Michael arrived and was as gorgeous as I remember, and I really liked the Holden Astra he was driving, I think mainly because ANYthing is better than what I drive haha!  His is a company car that his dad got for him but he pays off.  He’s so lucky in life, like socially, financially and career-wise, that I so feel like the underdog – I think I might’ve said that already.  Yet it’s as though he doesn’t even see me that way.

I will be honest, I do wish he didn’t smoke, it’s really the only flaw I can see with him that grosses me out hehe – a few friends of mine have told me I’ll get used to it, but gee I dunno – maybe I need to say I don’t wanna be near him when he has one, the smell really is disgusting.  I don’t want to feel like he has to stop smoking because of me, I do want him to have fun but it really doesn’t do much for his breath you know.  I guess we’ll see what happens 🙂

Work’s going okay, remins me I need to get going really soon, I’m typing this before work.  My car’s still at the train station.  Michael dropped me off home last night, but I didn’t tell him my car was at the train station – and I won’t be coming home tonight, so it might be sitting there for a while yet.  We’re going to the movies.  Dating is so much fun.  I’ve never dated anyone like I’m doing right now.  Well I kinda did with my ex in a restaurant at Southbank, but that’s about it.  I haven’t talked to him since our fight on Sunday about Brendan.  I’d love to know where Brendan is, but he’s obviously avoiding me for some reason, wish I knew why, maybe he regrets what happened last friday, I dunno, really don’t care now that I’ve found Michael.  hehe you guys are gunna get sick of me talking about him.  Especially a same-sex relationship, it must be really weird for a lot of people out there if they read this, but seriously if they have a problem they can say it to my face 🙂

gotta go!  love you all!