I filled out a resume’

Shoes – Kelly

Shoes.
Shoes.
Shoes.
Oh my God.
Shoes.
Let’s get some shoes.
Let’s get some shoes.
Let’s get some shoes.
Let’s get some shoes.
Shoes.
Shoes.
Shoes.
Oh, my God, shoes.
Shoes.
These shoes rule.
These shoes suck.
These shoes rule.
These shoes suck!
Shoes.
Shoes.
Shoes.
Oh, my God, shoes.
These shoes rule.
These shoes suck.
These shoes suck.
These shoes suck!
I think you have too many shoes.
Shut up!
I think you have too many shoes.
Shut up!
I think you have too many shoes.
Shut up!
I think you have too many shoes.
Shut up!
Stupid boy.
Stupid boy.
Let’s get some shoes.
Let’s party.
These shoes are three hundred dollars.
These shoes are three hundred dollars.
These shoes are three hundred fucking dollars.
Let’s get ’em!
Um…this style runs small. I don’t think you’re gonna fit.
I mean, your feet are kinda big.
Oh.
Oh.
Oh.
Oh, by the way bitch,
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU

So I’m laying in bed wondering whether I should write an entry.  I’m nice and comfy and it’s 3:55am.  But I got up.  I haven’t slept yet.  I slept pretty well last night.  I just got done watching one of the movies I bought – "How To Deal", with Mandy Moore.  Not a bad movie, and I purely bought it cos Mandy’s in it.  I’d totally do her if I was propositioned by her.  I decided to write an entry cos I’m feeling more honest with myself, and those are the times I SHOULD be writing entries, and I did promise to be more open in my diary this year, so here we go.

After saying that, I don’t really have any juicy goss.  Would be good if I did.  I had a rather boring ass day today.  I literally did fuck all.  I watched the tennis, I messed around on the net, I worked out a little with the piddly weight I have (hey it’s something), oh and I avoided phone calls from fitness first.  I just hate the way they work with the contracts, which I can’t afford right now, so opted not to go.  If I go, I’d feel bad if I didn’t sign up, which is what they want you to do, so they win, I lose.  So by not going I win.  See, I have psychological reasoning with my own mind 🙂  I like it when I win.

By the way, anyone who hasn’t heard or seen the clip to the song on the right, do a youtube search for it now – fucking hilarious.

The only thing on TV this hour of the night is telecommercials and Rage, except it’s early enough for rage to be repeating shit shows from 1997.  At the moment they are showing clips from Rebecca’s Empire, a band I’ve HEARD of, but that’s about it.  I flicked it onto the ABC hoping I’d catch the countdown, but even with how late it is, I must be too early.  They usually show it ridiculously early on Sunday mornings anyway.

I filled out an online Resume with seek tonight.  You know, just so it’s there.  I did kinda half-ass look at job listings on there, and a few sorta stood out, but none majorly stood out.  I don’t think I’d mind what I did, as when it comes to work, I really am a quick learner, but it’s that experience they are looking for.  I’m just keeping my options a little more open in case at work they really do give me a shitty shift when I go back, like the rumours I’ve been hearing.  Working in deli for half my shift could be okay though – I’ve never done deli, and would learn, but checkouts – fuck no.  I decided if they try to offer me checkouts, I’ll threaten to resign.  If that doesn’t work, I will resign 🙂  I just hate being bored when you don’t have work to go to.  I remember that when I first moved here.  Luckily I got a job after about 3 weeks or maybe a month.  Amazing how i all worked out.  I just gotta get that self-confidence back.

I sent my ex a message tonight (after the complete bitch one I sent him a few nights ago) saying it was stupid we were fighting and apologised for all the swearing I said (that alcohol and the pill gave me the guts to vent to him i figure).  I said it’s his call if he wants to be friends.  I lied that I get my results back on Wednesday, when in fact I didn’t go cos I didn’t wanna pay fucking $55 for something that used to be free.  Hopefully (if he cares), it might keep him on his toes.  I hope he’s at least learnt from this so he doesn’t do it to anyone else.  I was pretty bitchy to him, so I’ll be surprised if he does reply.  If he doesn’t, I’ll assume that he’s still pissed at what I said.  I don’t care, he deserved it (at the time).

Wow, I go back to work in three days.  It’s been a good break.  Hard to believe I did so much, and then for my final week when I arrive back home, I get so much shit thrown at me lol.  I’d love to go back to Perth – why not – makes sense to go back there now doesn’t it? 🙂  If they get the Sunday trading, it might be bearable 🙂  I love my shopping (even window shopping – actually, mostly window as I usually don’t have enough to buy the $200 pair of jeans in the window :P)  Besides, I don’t think I look good in jeans, although my mate dressed me up in his on Thursday night and I looked pretty hot.  That’s because that boy’s studied fashion.

I’m looking into how to get into Tafe courses.  It’d be something different and a lot less than the price of university.  Just some courses to give me more of an idea like how somet things work.  Like Fashion would be cool to learn about, but I kinda hate the idea of a sewing machine, but I’m sure I could get the hang of it.  Also tourism.  They seem to be subjects that are light enough to study at Tafe, but way too tame to be a university course.  I think uni and I think all those high-class professions, whereas Tafe offers more trade-wise subjects?  Would I be right?  Although, obviously to be, Tafe seems to be the long-distance cousin of university.  Cool, upper-class people go to uni, middle-class go to Tafe.  Haha, god I have no idea.  See, I think this is why I stopped after grade 12 – the whole idea of how everything works after that is obvilious to me, no matter how hard people try to explain it to me.  They make it look so simple, but to me it’s like waaaay over the head.  Anyway, been looking into it, but the tafe site is showing shit-all at the moment (probably cos i can’t apply this time of year – until about June or July I think is mid-year entry).  Surely I

can save enough for a course by then?  Or maybe a few courses if the period-timing works out well.  Ewwww period-timing.  😛

Tomorrow (I mean today), I’m going to meet up with The_Blind_Archer at Loganholme to watch the mens tennis final of the Australian Open.  I can’t wait.  I missed the womens today, only saw the highlights, but I saw the men’s doubles final – glad I did, what a great match, and the Bryan brother’s aren’t bad looking either!  Number 1 vs 2 in the world – what better final can you get?  And an Aussie won the boys singles title!  Yay!  We need another guy in the men’s Australian singles tour!  Maybe next year – I dunno when they can swap from the boys to the mens – like if it’s an age thing or whatever.  It’ll be good to watch the men’s final on the big screen.  I’m going on a complete hunch that it will be showing, but they usually show the sporting events so yeah.

At least tomorrow I’ll be doing something, rather than cooped up in the house like I was today.  Bryn’s friend Paul was over (the alco who took off a few months ago and left his stuff here) so I was pretty ignorant to him all day cos I really don’t like him.  He wasn’t too bad though.  He cooked dinner, and after I determined whether he’d poisoned the food or not, I decided to join them and eat some.  It was really nice.  Turns out he used to cook for 17 years.  I actually learnt a bit from him, cos I’m trying to watch my health a bit more too.

When I go grocery shopping, I try and avoid the shit-food aisles.  I’ve decided to spend a bit more on the proper food, rather than wasting money on the cheap crap that’s no good for you anyway.  I’m going to stop using sugar-replacements and go back to plain sugar, but even cut down on that.  Not too much though cos things like tea and protein drinks taste shit without it.  And I learnt from Paul not to cook olive oil or virgin olive oil over 200 degrees.  Whoops, I’ve been doing that for years lol.  Better late than never I guess.

Damn!  What about those mini-tornado’s that hit Dalby?  Holy shit!  I grew up not far from there!  Used to go to Dalby quite often with my dad as a kid.  To see all those roof’s ripped off and crops flattened was quite sad.  How unusual – we like never get tornado’s here, but with the heat and the humidity the way it was, something was really fucked-up in the weather system yesterday!  Wonder if it’s got anything to do with Global warming.  An Inconvienient Truth is finally out on DVD now – gotta watch that yet.

It’s 4:30am, and I’m still not tired.  Maybe this finishing at midnight shift won’t be so bad if this keeps up.  But trying to sleep in this heat is near impossible.  I’m so wishing I had aircon right now.  If there wasn’t a security issue, I’d be shoving one through my window!  Maybe I can get a stand-alone one, but that’d take up too much space in my small room.  So many thing’s I’d change, especially when I move.  Hopefully that’ll be soon, or whenever.  I’m gunna make some big living changes this year one way or another.

Have a great day guys.  I love you all.