Home sick

It’s 6:44pm, I’m laying in my bed with the doona over me, Lights out.  Listening to Kelly Clarkson’s new album.  Surprisingly good actually.  I’m meant to still be at work, but I’ve come home.  I started feeling like crap soon after I started my shift, and used the bathroom and felt better, but then an hour or so after I started feeling quite hot, when I don’t think it really was.  Then I just felt sick in my stomach.  I went up to the shift manager and straight out asked her if I could go home.  I only had a 5 hour shift today, with 2 hours to go, but I just felt I didn’t wanna be there.

I felt absolutely exhausted just walking home!  I’m only about a 10 minute walk from work, but I put my hand to my chest and felt my heart beating rapidly.  I went to the chinese place and got three takeaway meals for $10 (they do it to clear out their remaining food at the end of every day) in an idea that it might make me feel better and fight off any potential bugs in my system, even though I was actually wanting Indian, something with curry like a vindaloo or even a thai green curry, but no had to do with the chinese dammit.  Was still nice though.  I also thought to myself I could be feeling like crap from the amount of junk food I ate yesterday wheras the only really nutritional thing I had all day was some toast.  I really need to go shopping but I’ve gotta try to figure out how to secure the battery in my car properly first – I don’t want it jumping around on me.

I hope I’m feeling better by tomorrow.  I’ve got a full-day shift, but don’t start til 11.  I’m gunna try to get a good sleep tonight and see how I feel when I wake up.  I have sharp pains inside of one of my nostrils and I get it every so often and I can’t think for the life of me how to make it piss off.  It just goes away after a while.  I know that’s gross, but does anyone else get the same thing?  It’s so painful when I even touch the part of my nose on the outside of where it is.

I think I feel a bit better now that I’m laying down. 

I saw a bit of the french open on tv last night – looks exciting.  I haven’t really been following it, but I know Wimbledon isn’t long after the french.  Woohoo.

Must get better!  I really feel I could go a long massage night now.