02/14/2013

As a single person, this was the same valentine’s day as last year – I ended up working.  Except last year I was bummed about being single, previous years I was in a relationship with nothing to celebrate.  This year, I am grateful and happy for myself as a single person, and I am happy for everyone who celebrates their relationship today.  I wish for all single people to not feel lack, but to celebrate the various loves they do have in their life (pets, family, friends, lovers, coworkers, god).

I have no expectations for today, just that it is a usual Thursday.  They say the very last person you think about before you fall asleep – that’s who your heart belongs to.  I know who I think about at that time and it’s not realistic, so I keep my feelings private.  I expected to not hear from him as he avoids the day altogether, but he texted me a funny at 8am, and explained that he’d been feeling ill and out of contact for a few days.