Logic and what not…

 I have enough sense logically to know that I need to reframe my mental sense…  But not enough to just commit to it at the moment.  Though I don’t feel overly bad (though probably "somewhat bad" at various times).  Like right now I don’t really feel bad other than knowing that I really need to change a few things…

One of course is the usual eating and to a lesser degree exercise.  Less of the former and more of the latter.  I’m still walking, but not as much as would be good.  Though that is of course hampered by the limited abilities of my feet.  The eating is also as usual more emotional than anything else.  

But then there’s other OCD or whatever sort of bits in there like watching tv…  I know I already watch a crapload of it and I’m ok with it I believe as long as I’m not interfering with more important things and I don’t believe I am.  I cut down when we were busy hiking and what not this summer.  However, I’m finding myself thinking I’d like to go back and watch a few different things that I enjoyed watching but aren’t currently new.  And at the moment I’ve pretty well filled my free time with new stuff, especially since we just popped back into the fall season.

So yeah.  I need to decide how exactly I want to straighten things out and then more importantly I have to decide that I’m actually going to do it…  We’ll see when that happens…