Work/Senior/Job/Life.

I worked 12.5 hours today.  I am super exhausted.  I worked 49 hours all week, thus the lack of entries.  It always seems like when I work more I write less.  I just don’t have as much time to be here, but I have been trying to read and note.  I have a horrible headache today.  I was fine until more than halfway through my shift then I just went on a downward spiral.  I think I wore myself out, because the first part of the shift I was hyper.  

So, I am going to Colorado.  I believe it will be the second week in June.  I am excited.  I almost changed my mind, because my kids love the schools here so much and I was excited that Whitney wanted to go to a Career Center and do Culinary arts, but all of a sudden she has started in with "I don’t want to do the career center, I want to do summer school" yadda yadda.  It kind of ticked me off, because she is special ed.  This is an opportunity for her to get college classes for free, make something of her self, and then possibly be able to get into a community college or university even.  There is no way I can get her to summer school.  She can’t drive yet, and even if she could she doesn’t have a car, so she would have to depend on a friend to get her to summer school.  There is just no way that would work.  I just don’t understand her thought process, because she set awesome goals, and I was excited for her, but like always when something gets a little tough she walks away from it instead of facing it.  I am more mad that she wants to quit before she tries, then I am in the fact she doesn’t want to go.  I just want her to give things the opportunity.

I didn’t buy Vanessa a prom dress.  Luckily, my mom is taking her to Dillard’s Monday and hopefully she will be able to find a dress.  I didn’t buy Vanessa’s graduation or party invitations, but on Vistaprint.com I was able to make her a graduation post card with four photos on it of her.  I can purchase 100 for $12.95, we put the party information on the back.  If I enter everyone’s address in the system they will mail them all for only the cost of the stamp, so that is what we are going to do and I think Vanessa might even like that idea better. 

My son had a play "Who let the dog’s out"  They made dog costumes.  My mom made his and his girlfriends.  They were so cute.  I didn’t get to see the play, but I did get to see photos.  Have I told you lately how much I love my mother.

Oh, that brings something to mind.  I have a crush on someone, well… more than a crush and I hope the feelings are mutual.  We are going to go out. I am afraid for two reasons, one is that I am moving to Colorado, and he lives here in Ohio, but he said he wouldn’t mind change.

Anyway, I am going.  I can’t get relief from this headache.