Motivation

I have not really been motivated to write.  I come here daily, and read my faves daily.  I just don’t really know what to say.  Got to Colorado, settled in our new house.  It is nice, but I’m not satisfied.  I should be.  It has a big porch, nice bathrooms, big size bedrooms and came furnished to our needs.  I guess I just really liked our apartment in Ohio, and sometimes moving from one scenerio that you liked it is hard to move to the second scenerio.  Please understand, this place I am in now is actually nicer than the apartment we were in so I don’t know why it is so hard to change, but we just got so used to our surroundings and made Ohio our home so quickly.  There is so much for us to get use to here in Colorado. 

Most homes here do not have Air Conditioning units.  We are not use to that.  Someone from work bought me four fans and lent me two so we have five fans running, but not the same.  I haven’t found the malls here.  I am not sure there is a mall here.  I asked a couple of people and they are like, "malls?"  Then there is the fact that people here have no clue what Okra is.  Really?  Only one of the best fried vegetables ever. 

The people in Colorado are different.  I mean, each state they are different.  Texas has rednecks, Ohio has football fans, Colorado, I haven’t figured out yet, but they don’t seem as nice.  All though, the guys in Colorado do seem more chivelrous, they hold the doors open for women, etc, but simply out of how they believe a guy should treat a woman, not necessarily because they are being nice.  The neighbors here don’t seem to like us much. 

My immediate next door neighbors hate that we have a dog, and our stairs are right next to their room, and it keeps them up if we go up and down them past ten.  We are night people so this is difficult.  We haven’t really talked to many of the other neighbors.  We have tried to start conversations, but they seem to end as quickly as they start. 

I found a home, with a fence for the same price in a nicer town and closer to where I work.  I am tempted to just move, but I won’t do that to the lady I am renting from.  I am foolish for thinking I can rent a place over the computer without looking at it, and know I like it.  We will rent here for a year, and I will pray that God opens up doors for us to find a place we like better.  I pray that one day we can find our home and will not have to move again.  

It is absolutely beautiful here. 

Anyway, there is a lot more to talk about, but I am not ready (ie:someone I have been dating here that I met online).  Let me just say, not going out anymore. 

I will try to write soon.