Me and My “Pettiness”

I feel like people pay less and less attention to me everyday. im not usually an attention whore but lately it feels like i have to be. It may be petty and it may be stupid and i know that im going to wish i had this problem when i get older but i literatly hate some people and i know “thats life for ya” and i know “its a stupid problem” but im allowed to be upset. Why do they feel like they have to be better than me? i told them i was going to do it so why bring in more so that it seems like im trying to be better than them. bruh. please.