Some People Don’t Deserve Children
I’m fucking frustrated, like so far beyond fucking frustrated. I was actually having a decent night at work. The new girl and I get along really well and we were nerding out all night. It was great. The Darryl comes to pick me up, since he had the car for his interview at Walmart. Yes, another fucking job, don’t get me started. That’s the beginning of my frustration. He said it with McDonald’s, then Taco Bell, and now Walmart. "I could see myself putting in some time here." Then bam, he finds another job that he thinks is better. Right now’s not exact;y the time to be trying to switch things up. I get that he thinks things will be better, but there’s bullshit everywhere. At least with McDonald’s they worked with his schedule. Taco Bell has his hours all over the fucking place and God only knows what he’ll work at Walmart. My schedule can be flexible, but I can’t go back to overnights right now. I’m not getting enough rest as it is, there’s no way. Not that he;s asking me to, but we’re stuck relying on my brother and his girlfriend to watch Ville and it’s a fucking hour drive there and back. Plus, we only have one car and God forbid Darryl’s mother be just that and help him with anything at all. So now we come to the biggest of my frustrations. This woman can be classified as nothing more than a bitch. If not for the fact that I’m in love with her son and he wouldn’t be here, I’d say she should have been sterilized at birth. She tells Darryl all the time that she wishes he’d not been born, that she wishes she’d aborted him. Who the fuck tells there child that? NO matter how old they are, nobody ever deserves to be told that. She calls her kids names and then calls fucking everyone and talks shit about them. Darryl and his brother are normal young adult males. Her problem is she has this picture of what she thinks they should be and they’ll never be able to live up to that because nothing is ever good enough for her. I’ve told her before and if I’m more than willing to tell her again about how much her sons hate her. I told her before when she kept trying to act like Ville was hers. I straight up told her that just because she fucked up and her kids hate her doesn’t mean she gets a "do over" with mine. He’s MY kid and he loves ME. I may have fucked up a lot, but I will not fuck my kids up like she has. She honestly doesn’t deserve her kids. Yes, they can be lazy and eat more than an army sometimes. Yes they mess up and have to learn from their mistakes. Seriously, they’re 24 and 19, it’s going to happen. Get over it. You know what a mother does? You know what MY mother did? Even though she would tell me, "I told you so," every once in a while, she stepped up and helped me. Hell, my mom helped Darryl when she could. Hell, even though she really couldn’t stand my brother’s girlfriend, she did everything she could to help her too. She never bad mouthed anyone to their face. She never judged my brother or I for the mistakes we made or the choices she didn’t agree with. She accepted that it was our choice to make and stood by our sides. Yeah, my mom wasn’t the best mom in the world, but she did what a mother is supposed to do. I’m not saying hand the world to your kids and baby them for eternity. I’m saying be a grown up and treat your children with love and respect. Maybe, just maybe they’ll return that love and respect.
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