Frustration
I’m a bit frustrated with Darryl and his job. I get that he’s going in for extra hours so we have more money, but its beyond frustrating to have to cancel plans at the last minute and/or having to stay up until they decide to send him home. He went in yesterday so he could get some extra hours. We’d made plans to go eat and take Ville to the park. Well, since I had to be in bed early, Darryl had to take the car and we had to completely cancel our plans. Ville was bummed, but we were supposed to go this afternoon. instead. Well, Darryl calls me at work and says they’re probably going to have him work a double, then he tells me it may not be that late, then he tells me 10pm. He’s been there since this morning around 10 am. I get that shit happens, but for goodness sake, find out for sure! Whenever my boss asks if I can stay late, I find out exactly when I’ll be getting off. I always have that shit planned out ESPECIALLY if I have to rely on someone else for a ride. So, I texted him at 9, just to make sure he was getting off at 10. His response? "Don’t know." Seriously, wtf? I have been up since 4 fucking am. I’m running on no sleep because my body cannot fucking relax enough to get enough (Much less, proper) rest and you can’t even tell me how late I’m going to have to force myself to stay up? I know when he closes it’s like that because shit happens and sometimes it takes longer to close, but he’s not supposed to be closing. Hell, he was scheduled off almost 5 hours ago. They should let him know when he can count on going home. Ugh. I just want to scream. In other news, the baby’s starting to kick harder. It might be my imagination, but sometimes I can almost feel him kick. It’s hard to tell because his stubborn butt stops whenever I put my hand on my tummy. He does do this thing where if I push on a spot where he’s at he’ll push back. I definitely did not imagine that. I teared up, I guess it’s overwhelming after all this time. <3 I still can hardly believe it. I’m a little bummed that its not a girl, but I’m sure that’ll go away the first time I hold him. It did when Ville was born. Oh, and I am so super stoked for my baby shower! I’ve never had one and gah, I’m so excited! Heather estimated about 30 people were being invited, WTF? A lot of my regulars are asking to come. Fine by me, it’s not at my house and it’s not like they’re complete strangers. Most of them are the ones I talk to all the time. I’m mostly excited about the games and food. Speaking of food, I had a total preggo lady moment this afternoon. I went grocery shopping and of course seeing all the food triggered some cravings and I got hungry, so when I got to my car I raided the grocery bags and made a sandwich all right out of my trunk. It was great. People were looking at me like o.O but I did my best not to let it bother me and enjoyed my damn sandwich. At least I look pregnant so it’s kind of obvious why I’m hording food like a fucking chipmunk. Ha! I’m huge, there’s no way people can’t tell I’m pregnant. I’m big and round and I’m not even to 22 weeks yet! Oye vey, this kid is going to be huge! *Shudders* I do not want to think about that! Aaaaaand, apparently I should be on my way to pick up Darryl. Maybe. If I have to wait forever I will be pissed. Until next time…
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