still the same

been a minute since ive been here. my mood has been rather bleak for a time.
holidays are hard to get through and in this last chapter of my life i have discovered a sad quality to desire…

i have no heirs and way to much stuff…
possessions are nothing but things of the world, meant for the living, not the likes of me…

i am obsolete

a relic of a time people fear…

and yet were the best days…

i miss them all…