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its hard to define…
i am not suicidal…
i just have no desire to live anymore…
its hard to define…
i am not suicidal…
i just have no desire to live anymore…
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It’s been about 10 yrs that I’ve felt like that. I live because my son needs me. There is nothing for me other than him.
@snarkle there is nothing left for me here. i have no children…
@kermitallica yeah and children outgrow us. I have three sons. Middle one scorns me as evil incarnate. I’m busting my butt to get Dude as independent as I can before I leave… that’s my one goal. Make sure he can function as well as he can.
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sorry i fell like that to
@ihavenoarms it is difficult…
i have no children…
i have no needs…
just a house…
and too many hours to sleep…
@kermitallica me to   i have no children…
i have no needs…
just a apt  and cant sleep have depression
@ihavenoarms i have the opposite problem. i sleep way too much and get nothing accomplished.
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