dream on

i suffer…

i suffer in ways there are no words for…

i need…

i need to run to waters that have no shore…

i fear…

i fear i have no future any more…

the only peace i know in life…

the only hope i have…

is to once again hold her hand…

and see my dearest wife…

i dream…

i dream of her and the world next door…

i wake…

i wake to suffer even more…

i miss her voice…

i miss her smile…

i the way she would revile me…

i miss her laugh…

i miss her tears…

i miss the feel of her flesh on mine…

i want to die…